six feet under／森カリオペ

When I'm gone

I hope it takes no thought at all

To reminisce at our old photos, stuck to rotted wall

Picturesque, full of lovely dreams

I'd never wanna let ‘em know how the mighty would fall

Days at the start line, simple, fragile, frail

Somehow the dark room washed out their every detail

When did our hearts lose pulse and tip the scale？

Who was I back at the start？

Young, foolish, idealistic

Thinking I could take what was perfect and “fix it”

Sinking even lower, life was good, now it's twisted

Deals with the devil that I should have resisted

Watching, waiting

Conscience fading

Romance-speak like “hopes and dreams” are just one

Reality is made of many, I'm out-gunned

Watching, waiting

My self-hating

Never figured why I was surprised to find

Half-truths are an alibi for straight up lies

Now

Feels like I'm singing six feet underground

This heart is beating without any sound

There are no second chances for me

Nobody's likely to come back around

Upon the ashes of what once grew here

I'll plant a seed and depart by night fall

Was I the hero no one believed？

Was I the villain after all？

Innocent days are in distant hindsight

And the imminent nostalgia, it hits and blind-sides me

What remains couldn't match the dream

Or explain how it all went so down-stream

Watching, waiting

Conscience fading

More alone now than ever before

A wretched god of a mess on a dusty castle floor

Watching, waiting

My self-hating

Good to be the hate-sink, I can take the blame

Collect power from the pointless pain

People wanna see the beauty where there is none

In a world that doesn't compensate anyone

Afraid of ugliness, they back away and run

Look at me directly, we're not done

Sometimes to do what's right

You have got to fight

Tooth and nail to

Break rules and chase the light

I can't stop the noise

I can't sleep tonight

Would you catch me here, need a sign？

Watching, waiting

Conscience fading

My self-hating

Isolating

Shade

朽ちていく　理想の花　乾ききった　蜜の味

あの頃の　ユートピアが　夢隠しに　あったみたい

どこまで行けるかな　バラバラにされたヒーロー

輝きの暗闇に堕ちながら再生する

Jump, fall, stay alive

Just wanna save a live

Jump, fall, stay alive

Just wanna save a live

Jump, fall, left behind

Just give me one more try

Feeling less of a human

like every day I've been losing

A little more of me, I'm sorry

But this beggar is choosin'

To run away at the eleventh hour

Living in infamy

There is nothing left here for me

There is nothing left dear to me

Cuz I wanna escape it

Nothing gets better until I make

The decision to double it down

And double triple the stakes

I'm never giving in I'm invincible

Nobody stand in my way I'm a criminal

Unwinnable battles cover the city in

Syllables

In a silence so deafening

Never be ever be anyone else

Brave

人が人を傷つけて　愛とか夢　着続けて

Still dreaming you'll accept me

Imperfect, in shambles, it hurts but I want you to smile